Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Meet Musa

Let me introduce you to Musa from Mvujinin, Swaziland. He is part of an orphan-led household. Isn't it a shame that this handsome young man does not have the resources to attend school? What kind of future does he have to look forward to? The good news is that you can help!

The need for sponsors is great, and we ask you to ask the Father if He is calling you to become one of the 200 sponsors we’re looking for over the next few months. Here's how sponsorship works: $20 a month provides schooling, a required school uniform, and some food. (Some children also receive a pair of tennis shoes, depending on the need.)

Checks can be made to Grand Staff Ministries, Inc., and mailed to Grand Staff Ministries, Inc., 406 W. Ave. A, Buhler, KS 67522. A monthly sponsor letter is mailed with updates on the ministry and an envelope for your convenience in returning your sponsorship.

I'll be posting more photos of children who need sponsors, so check back soon!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Signs in the Heavens

I admit that I almost skipped watching this, simply because we are so busy right now. But I'm thrilled I took the time to view it.

This video BLESSED ME SO MUCH! There are actually two of them, and both are thought-provoking. If you can't see the video, here is the direct link: http://www.kmph.com/Global/category.asp?C=115228&nav=menu612_2_1
Makes me want to shout, "Maranatha! Come, Lord Jesus!" Enjoy!

Becky

PS And thank you, Anne, for sharing it with me!


Part I

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Letter to Sponsors

Soon you will have an opportunity to view waiting children and sponsor a child through this blog. Until then, here is Grand Staff Ministries latest sponsor communication letter:

  • Dear Sponsor,
    As we have returned from our mission trip to Swaziland and Mozambique, Tracy and I are full of gratitude for your support for the precious children in Africa! We have to wonder at the way God is able to use something as simple as $20 a month to literally change the lives and eternal destiny of these kids! AMAZING!

    We met with the children at Hope House in Swaziland, though it was far too brief. Those of you who are sponsoring these children will find new photos and a short updated bio enclosed. Some of you are new to sponsorship through Grand Staff Ministries, and you’ll have your introduction to your child enclosed here, as well. We’ve begun finding sponsors for those loosely called “the five” and “the nine,” which explains the number of orphaned children in two of the orphan-led homesteads we visited. Oh, Lord Jesus, continue to send willing partners to help educate, clothe, and feed these little ones who are so alone in the world!

    Our time in Mozambique was equally as rewarding as we saw the foundation laid for the Christian school in the village of Vladimir. This land was once used as a military camp when Communism controlled the country; now it’s being used to train little ones in the Lord’s army, fighting unseen foes that have held their families captive for generations. Glory to God! Since our departure the building has continued, leaving only the roof, doors, and windows to be installed. That process has stalled as funds have been depleted until the team raises a bit more, and corrupt authorities are also causing trouble in an attempt to receive bribes. Israel Jovo utterly refuses to give in, and we appreciate his godly stand in this matter. Please pray fervently for him as he makes numerous decisions daily concerning the Lord’s work in a wicked generation.

    It would be impossible for me to share the details of our month in Africa in this letter! Those of you who are on my email newsletter have already received the four part report; I’ll send a hard copy to the rest of you. If you didn’t get one and want one, please make note of that on your response this month.

    I’ll be sharing about our trip at Victorious Life Church this Sunday, August 17, at 6:00 PM, and those of you who are local are welcome to join us if you don’t have an evening service at your home church. We’re trying to put the pictures together, and it pulls us ever back to Africa! We are already anticipating the next trip, though timing is yet to be determined.

    I just returned from the Philadelphia Christian Writers’ Conference, where Marlene, the director, graciously allowed me to share our vision again. She received an offering of $1,530 plus some sponsorship funds for new sponsors. This year the funds will go for educating a young lady in Swaziland who feels called to a career in journalism--isn’t it wonderful that these writers were able to sow into the life of a young writer?! I love the way God moves and coordinates His people to accomplish His purposes!

    You are a huge part of that, even if you don’t see it in this life. We have no idea what these children will become as they receive God’s love through your gifts! Rest assured that the support you send is given in His Name and with accompanying training in His Word and His ways. May the Lord richly bless you in every area as you continue to serve Him by serving His precious little ones. The world might call them the “least of these,” but Tracy and I came home more aware than ever that we are the least as we embrace seeking to serve rather than to be served. Oh, Lord, keep changing all of us into the image of Your Son!

    Consumed by His Love,

    Becky J. Spencer, Executive Director

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Africa Update - Part IV Final Reflections

I can’t begin to tell you how free I feel tonight. The heaviness has finally lifted, and I am grateful to the Lord. The burden for the children and young adults I met has not lessened, however. Their faces are etched in my memory, and their stories come back to me both in my waking hours and in my dreams.

How can I ignore elementary aged girls who think so little of themselves that they are willing to exchange their precious innocence and virtue for one lousy bus ride? How can I erase the memories of young men who have no dreams for their futures because they don’t expect to live to adulthood? How can I pretend I didn’t hear the statistics that even with over 60,000 orphans in Swaziland, that number is expected to go up by 2/3 in the next two years because the effects of HIV/AIDS is snowballing so quickly?

I can’t. Every meal I eat reminds me that 70% of the Swazi’s live in extreme poverty. Every time I hold my new granddaughter Jordan, I face the fact that almost 10% of the babies in Mozambique die in infancy. My filtered water is a blessing, yet I still see the women and children hauling heavy containers balanced on their heads many times a day just to survive, and even then the water isn’t consistent or reliably disease-free. Corruption is rampant and those in authority live in luxury while the children and elderly suffer through no fault of their own.

Our attitudes towards weight are such a contrast with theirs! I made the mistake of telling one wonderful sister at Hope House Church that she looked like she’d lost weight since I was there two years ago. She was gracious in her response, but I learned later that I actually said something that could have been taken as an insult; in Africa, losing weight usually means you are ill or poorly fed. Pastor Lewis told us about making the mistake of telling an American woman she looked like she had gained weight since he’d last seen her! He meant it as a high compliment; she was obviously well-kept and well-fed and healthy!

Our country spends billions of dollars on weight loss products, yet we continue to gain.

Over the past couple of years I’ve heard several people comment that overall Americans are big-hearted givers. That is surely true of some, and perhaps those who say this have met more than their share of generous souls! But according to the Barna Group, only 5% of American adults even tithed 10% of their incomes in 2007. Some groups had a higher percent than that: 24% of evangelicals tithed; 12% pf conservatives; 12% of the people who had prayed, read the Bible and attended a church service during the past week; 11% of the charismatic or Pentecostal Christians; and 10% of registered Republicans. Of course, some of these groups probably have individuals who are in more than one group. (You can look up more specifics about this study at www.barna.org). When I think of what could be accomplished if all Christians gave offerings over and above their tithes, it amazes me!

But such is not the case. I have to ask why not. As our missionary friend Stan Drew worded it, the world is facing the most horrific pandemic ever known to mankind. HIV/AIDS is far worse than small pox, the black plague, polio, or any other disease known to the world. Up to half the population in Swaziland has contracted it. History will judge us for how we responded to those affected by this disease.

So will God.

He says that when we help the poor we are lending to Him. Can you imagine what kind of interest He pays? It’s the best retirement plan we could ever invest in!

Hopefully soon I will have pictures and short biographies on my blog or website about the children who are awaiting sponsorship. Please pray with Tracy and me that the Lord will send someone to care for each child. And if He is moving on your heart to help, please don’t wait for the pictures. Just ask me to send you information on a child, and I’ll get it to you quickly.

Thank you for letting me share my heart. Together we can make a difference. Becky

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Africa Update - Part III

My guess is that some of you might not know exactly what we planned to do during our stay in Mozambique, so I thought I’d give you some background information to help explain our mission in that country.

First, I want to explain that we met Israel Jovo in South Africa when we were there two years ago. He is a friend of Jubilee one of our dear friends and the young lady who put together the Mozambican portion of our trip. Israel is from Mozambique; Jubilee met him while both were attending Youth With A Mission in South Africa five years ago.

Israel is an extremely intelligent young man who felt called to return to his own village in order to continue the ministry his parents began years ago. He has been discipling the youth in his village and has been asked to teach even the young children who haven’t been able to go to school. Although they have no electricity or running water, and they have to walk 1 - 3 km to obtain water from a well, what the people of this village most long for is a Christian school for their children.

In the past we have sent funds to help feed 40 families during their summer months when they are unable to grow enough produce to live on. Drought contributes to the starvation taking place in this poverty-stricken area of the world. Even if it were feasible to carry enough water for crops to be irrigated, there simply isn’t enough water in the well to do so.

Jubilee began to have a burden for helping to build a school facility, and as it took shape, we joined hands with her to see it happen. We learned it would cost around $12,000 for the first structure, so we helped raise just over $6,000 of that, and we also knew God was calling us to go and help build.

Tracy and I drove our rental car from Swaziland into neighboring Mozambique, and we found the countryside breathtakingly beautiful. Entering the capital city of Maputo quickly changed our view of the country, however, as we saw the extreme poverty of the people. Trying to drive down a side road downtown was much like pictures we’ve seen of Tokyo--we could barely inch along because of the people pressing into our vehicle and the streets. Individuals hawked an incredible variety of products along the streets--everything from belts to car mufflers to phone cards to cookies. The city is characterized by garbage heaps that children dig through as they look for something to eat.

We drove three hours to the city of Xai Xai, where missionaries Orai and Linda Lehman opened their home to our team of ten. The original plan had been to stay in the village the entire time, but this was much more convenient for us and allowed us the opportunity to stay connected to civilization with those who brought phones, etc. We had plenty of good, safe water, though I admit that taking it with us to the village was a continual reminder of their need. The Lehman’s live so close to the Indian Ocean, you can hear the waves through the open windows at night and see a breathtaking view from upstairs every morning. It was a contrast with the village life we were introduced to.

The “God connections” with the people involved in this mission trip could never be explained by coincidence. Orai’s parents were the missionaries who first took the Gospel of Jesus to Israel’s parents! Jubilee met Orai’s sister Alice in the parking lot of the Wesleyan church in Bartlesville, OK, where Jubilee’s dad was superintendant of that Christian school for two years. What are the chances of her meeting Israel in Africa, feeling called to his village to help bring about the Christian school and eventually teach in it, coming back to America and following her parents to Bartlesville where she met Alice, then being connected to Orai to return to the very spot the Lehman and Jovo families first shared Jesus together? I’m astounded every time I think of it!

Israel’s father, Mr. Jovo, actually led Orai and Alice’s dad, Mr. Lehman, into remote villages where he could preach. He was a right-hand man for Mr. Lehman for many years. Mr. And Mrs. Jovo learned that people in the village of Vladimir were hungry for God, so they ended up moving there and starting a church. Christianity brought wonderful changes to the village, including freedoms for the women that they’d never known before. Before the Jovo’s came, women couldn’t sit with men, couldn’t eat meat, and couldn’t wear shoes. I’m sure there was more, but these are a few things we learned. Everywhere the true Gospel is preached, people are liberated on many levels!

Meeting Israel’s mother, affectionately called Vovo by everyone in the village, was one of the spiritual highlights of my life. This woman speaks no English, but there was no denying her passion for the Lord Jesus and His people. She gathered her extended family to welcome us to their village as she first gave a speech, then led them in singing praises to our God. She has a quiet dignity like no other woman I’ve ever met. Our hearts were knit together from the first moment we met.

We spent much time waiting for supplies, waiting for funds to be wired, waiting for every little thing that needed to be done. There was much red tape for permits, and along with that, officials wanted what Israel called the white envelope to make the red tape go away. He was referring to bribes, which everyone wants and which he refused to give. Especially when they learned Americans were involved in the project, they wanted to hike prices. This was true even at the market where we purchased our food. We were thankful for the locals who believe in the work being done in the name of the Lord, for they accompanied us as we purchased needed materials and food.

According to people who live there, nothing happens fast in Africa. To be completely honest, Tracy and I were prepared for the possibility that we wouldn’t even be able to round up enough supplies to begin the work on the school. We’re full of gratitude to the Lord for making a way, and we’re also filled with respect for Israel because we have some idea what kind of time and effort he had to put into the preparations for us to actually begin building. He made countless phone calls, caught rides into the town (which is a 45 min. drive), even rode his bike sometimes to take care of business.

One aspect of village life that stunned me was the washing of clothes. The women use the river, which I expected, but I had no idea they had to watch for crocodiles! Recently a little boy narrowly escaped a croc, and the next day a man lost one of his two dogs to the croc. Thankfully some men were able to shoot it. But this was a huge reminder to me that the situation in this village is more than stepping back in time a couple hundred years; there are real dangers to be faced in daily life, and things we take for granted end up being life-threatening for these women.
The women in Israel’s family graciously fed us many meals; most consisted of the ground corn meal that has the consistency of our Cream of Wheat here, beans, and rice. We took those products with us, along with some fish and vegetables. They butchered a calf in our honor, although I had to overcome recalling the hairy legs and hooves sticking out of the wheelbarrow of raw meat that day, I still fully appreciated the sacrifice made on our behalf. These women also made the best eggs and fried potatoes I’ve ever eaten!

Getting enough water is a continual challenge; there is a well 1 km away, but the women and children must carry it in a five gallon plastic container on their heads up a steep incline. I walked it without a load, and I could still barely navigate it. When that well is out of water, they try another one 3 km’s away. When both are dry, they simply go without.

In order to build, Israel purchased water from a neighbor with a well. When rocks were delivered, young men had to spend the night beside them so none would be stolen while others slept. Israel has a wonderful group of devoted young men who willingly, cheerfully serve alongside him. We were blessed to see how he’s training up faithful men who will then also teach others.

His nephew Israelito (little Israel) is one example of just such a young man. Israel trained him to lead the preschool children in learning English. He has a simple chalkboard, a stick from a tree to use as a pointer, and an eager group of little ones sitting at his feet--often more than fifty of them huddled together for their classes. Talk about classroom management--these children are so thankful to be in school and so well-trained that he easily handles the entire group. We loved working on the building to the sounds of the alphabet being sounded out in unison!

And we were thrilled that during our days in Vladimir, the foundation for the school was completed. We helped clear the land, then the stronger members of our team dug the trench for the foundation. We carried bricks to them and helped cut wire for making our own rebar. We watched with amazement as they mixed cement and poured it. We were able to participate in a dedication service that was extremely moving as the dreams and prayers of Vovo, Israel, Jubilee, and the desperate parents and children finally became tangible. There is a team of trustworthy men hired to work alongside us who will complete this first building for the school. God be praised!

The needs are many, shown most clearly at the church service we attended in the village. First the youth group gathered at the front to sing for us, then the young women, followed by the mothers of the church. Each of these were nice-sized groups. But when the fathers of the church took their turn to sing, my heart was in my throat as I fought tears. There were only three fathers standing before us. I believe some of the younger men were also fathers, but they weren’t taking their places with the other men in our midst. Truly, this is a fatherless generation. Some of the men have died, while others have gone to South Africa to try to find work in the mines. Mozambicans are being mistreated and even shot at in South Africa, for the men there resent having the jobs taken by outsiders. Israel has a vision for doing more than merely educating the children through high school; he also wants to provide training for them in the areas God has gifted them. For example, he has a plan for a garden that will sustain itself even in their climate, but he doesn’t have time to do it all himself. He is keeping his eyes open for a young man who is gifted with growing things, one who has the desire to learn and help the village. When Israel finds one like this, he’ll take him to the city to receive training so that this young man can grow crops to feed his own family and have enough to also sell in the village and beyond. Israel can see this happening in many areas until they have trained up many of these young people with vocations that will change the futures of an entire generation.

But it starts with schooling for the young, and this is where we come in. The need for sponsors is great, and we ask you to ask the Father if He is calling you to become one of the 200 sponsors we’re looking for over the next few months. Sponsorship is only $20 a month, and all of those funds go to the needs of the child. It covers tuition, a uniform, and some food.

We ended our time in the village by washing the feet of Vovo and Israel as our way of honoring those who are serving so selflessly. It was a tremendously moving experience as we prayed over them and encouraged them--another highlight in my faith journey.

Thank you again to those who have prayed for us even as we’ve returned home and tried to reintegrate into life in the States. Many of you have asked about the heaviness I’ve been feeling, and to be honest, it hasn’t completely lifted yet, but I’m finding His joy is truly my strength. More on that soon!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Africa Update - Part II

Our time in Swaziland was precious. Stan and Sue, the missionaries we met five years ago, continue to be a blessing to everyone around them daily. We were privileged to spend more time with them this time since there wasn’t a big team with us, and we were amazed by the way they respond to so many needs on a continual basis.

Sue made several meals for us--she’s the “hostess with the mostest!” We felt extremely spoiled from her ministrations of love! Many of you have read the Gary Chapman book about the five love languages, and I believe Sue walks in all of them!

We also had the tremendous experience of hearing Stan preach two Sundays, and we ended up ordering his entire tape series from the book of Philippians! Powerful teaching that is changing lives!

Two things especially stand out from our time with this godly couple. First was meeting Lucky, one of the young men a church in Philadelphia is sponsoring. Lucky is a twenty year old young man who is in classes equivalent to our 9th grade. (This is common in Africa since so many children are unable to attend school regularly.) Lucky accepted Jesus Christ as his Savior when he was seven years old, but he was out of church for ten years because the leader of his church regularly beat the congregants. He wanted nothing to do with church after his horrid experiences there. When he was 17 years old, however, he was desperate and attended a tent crusade that Stan and Sue brought to the area. Lucky made a decision to follow God with all his heart at that time, and he is still faithfully serving the Lord! This was a confirmation to us that the ministry we’re supporting in Swaziland is about so much more than simply educating or feeding children; it’s about giving them eternal hope and life through Jesus Christ! Truly, destinies are being changed!

The other was meeting Mavis, the Drew’s domestic worker. She was married to a man with several wives. The normal payment for a wife is 15 cows, but he only gave one apron for the “right” to marry Mavis. This man mistreated her horribly and finally sent her away from his homestead. She was so beaten down and hungry with her two children when Sue interviewed her for the position in their home that it really didn’t make any sense for them to hire her especially since she had no experience as a housekeeper. But the Lord was moving as He gave Sue a glimpse of Mavis’s heart, and she has been with them for several months. Along with being a quick learner of domestic duties, Mavis is also learning of her value in God’s eyes as she drinks in the love and acceptance she has found in the Drew’s home. Sue is patiently teaching Mavis God’s ways, and we were extremely touched to see the shining smile on her face as she went about her duties. God is faithful, and Tracy and I were blessed to see the way Stan and Sue are touching lives at home, too, not just at church or in official ministry positions. That’s the way it’s supposed to be!

Of course, we thoroughly enjoyed our time with the children at Hope House, along with Pastor Lewis, Maggie, and their family. One of the greatest joys was seeing how the older boys are taking leadership positions in the church. One of them, Colane, was my interpreter on Sun. morning, and I’ve never worked with one more passionate and easy to flow with. He used exactly the same inflections in his voice that I used, and he even mirrored many of my gestures. AMAZING! Others are involved with the worship team and helping with the younger boys. We were pleased with the growth we see in their lives. There are eight new children awaiting sponsorship at Hope House.

We also took a trip into Mvujini where we met two extremely needy families, if that term can be used to describe children living alone with no adults in the picture. These households are loosely called “the five” and “the nine” to identify the number of children living in each one.

The first household is a sibling group of five children whose parents are both deceased. Their mother died in 2003; their father in 2004. The saddest thing to me was seeing the way the items on the shelves were left exactly like they were before the parents died; a large boom box sits on one shelf gathering dust. The batteries to operate it died long ago. A phone rests on the next shelf, never hooked up for service. Beside that is the knick knack shelf their mother once took pride in. The sofa and love seat were both filled with many cracks in the leather; thankfully one church has given the children new furniture and hopefully the old items will be thrown away. Their dad had a car, which neighboring people stripped completely of anything useful. Many things have been stolen from these defenseless children. The church added two rooms to the simple structure so that the children won’t all have to sleep in one room together. Both the 18 and 16 year olds are in 9th grade equivalent during the day, leaving the three younger ones at home alone since they can’t afford tuition. When we arrived, the 14 year old was making a pot of rice over a gas burner while the 11 and 9 year olds looked on. Probably the reason the shell of a house was so haunting is because it mirrored the children’s eyes. My heart will never be the same.

“The nine” is a group of siblings and cousins who are being primarily raised by the 22 year old who had just learned she had passed her testing for completing high school. The others are aged 17, 16, 10, 10, 9, 7, 5, and 15 months. Five of them are in school, though far below grade level for their ages since funding is sporadic. There are two women from Stan and Sue’s church who have been leading others in reaching out to both of these households, and we can only imagine what their lives would be like without the loving influence of these godly women. We will be looking for sponsors for all of the school-aged children in these two homes.

We also visited what we call the squatter’s camp in Manzini where Pastor Sambo continues to teach preschool and reach out to that community. This is a section of land the government designated for people with no home to congregate. Pastor Sambo moved his own family in so that he could best identify with and speak into other families there. One bright spot for his little congregation and school is the keyboard we provided for them last year. He keeps it locked up when it’s not being used, but he was eager to bring it out so I could take pictures! We also got photos of 17 children who need sponsors; this is just a start, but it’s a good one.

In this culture, the grandparents expect that as they age, their children and grandchildren will care for them; in Swaziland, where they suffer the highest incidence of HIV/AIDS in the world, life has played a cruel joke on them. Not only do they have no one to care for them, but they find themselves rearing all of their grandchildren, trying to find enough food for them, hoping to send them to school, fighting disease in their own bodies as well as the many grandchildren, who like their deceased parents, also have contracted HIV/AIDS. Caring for the needs of the go-gos, or grandmothers, is an effective use of our ministry dollars because if they can stay healthy and well-fed, there’s a much better chance that they will be able to continue to care for their grandchildren.

I was able to speak, sing, and share four times during our first week in Swaziland, and we trust that the seeds planted will take root, receive water, and grow to full fruit. During the worship service at Hope House Church, one woman was delivered of demon possession; glory to GOD in the highest, for He has overcome the wicked one! He is making every enemy His footstool!

Several of you have asked about Tracy’s health, and we greatly appreciate your prayers for him during our absence. My mother and I had been concerned even before Africa because Tracy had lost so much weight, though it’s probably just from pushing himself so hard. He was working his machinist job during the day for 10 - 11 hours, then coming home and working on the remodeling till the wee hours of the morning, getting only 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night. You just can’t do that on a regular basis and still feel well! During our trip, though, he was experiencing lots of nausea and weakness that sent him to bed several times and made him wish he was there even more often. It’s possible that part of the cause was taking his malaria meds on an empty stomach, so he has remedied that issue. He does seem to be feeling better now, and we’re praying for God’s grace since Tracy had to jump right back into the heavy workload as soon as we got home. Please continue to pray.

As for his tooth, we broke down and had him see a dentist in Swaziland since we knew medical treatment would be hard to come by in Mozambique. The dentist said the pain was coming from a tooth with a crown, and though it seemed to be “fine,” it was infected. We already had Tracy on antibiotics for possible infection, so that was good. The dentist also said the tooth had lengthened to fill in a gap in his mouth, and it was putting undue pressure on the tooth, which was causing the pain. He filed it down, which did give Tracy some relief. He’ll see his regular dentist early next week as a follow up.

The first princess told her story to an American reporter, revealing the contrasts in the way royalty lives in that kingdom while the children suffer. It’s causing quite a stir! We also read headlines about corruption in the schools so that even fees set aside by the government for educating the orphans is ending up in the hands of head school officials. (We always ask for receipts for the tuition and uniforms we provide through Grand Staff Ministries!) Corruption is everywhere.

Yet the king is protected from hearing what the true conditions are in his kingdom. Nobody wants him to be uncomfortable or concerned about anything. Lord, please penetrate through the walls that divide this kingdom!

Muslims continue to infiltrate wherever possible. As the church--the body of Christ, we simply can’t wait for a more “convenient” time to help. I believe that even during a time of economic upheaval, God will continue to provide financial seed to those who are willing to sow it into the lives of widows and orphans. Oh, how He loves that kind of religion!

I feel inadequate during this time of weakness to help you see through our eyes. We’re praying that God illuminate the eyes of your understanding while you join us in praying for individual children as well as the destiny of the entire kingdom of Swaziland. Reaching these children with the Truth is the only hope for Swaziland. It’s the only hope for any of us.

Part three to come soon!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Report from Becky

Greetings, our friends, from Tracy and me, as well as from the continent of Africa!


We barely know how to begin sharing with you the wonderful things God did while we were gone. I pray you will give me grace as I attempt to give you a glimpse of the adventure He took us on. Tracy and I are filled with wonder and gratitude, both to the Lord and to you who prayed for every step of our journey.


We returned home late on a Saturday, and it is taking us awhile to adjust to the time difference, as well as to process our experiences. Both of us feel quite tired still, and I seem to be battling other obstacles, yet in the midst of it all, we also sense a deeper assurance of God’s love and purposes.


I don’t know if the heaviness I’m feeling is simply jet lag/time differences; something tells me it is more. Not depression, yet a burden of some sort that isn’t quickly lifting. Those of you who know me well know that I’m fairly upbeat and energetic, but this hasn’t been something I have been able to just shake off. No shifting into high gear this time. Rather, I feel like my heart is breaking, and I’m still not sure exactly what God wants me to do about it--or what He plans to do about it.


You would think that the culture shock would come on us when we visited the village of Vladimir in Mozambique--it’s like stepping back in time a couple hundred years or more. But I’ve found the despair and shock coming from taking a look at the church in America. While we were in Swaziland, we caught some Christian television, and upon our return home I also caught up on some reading about what’s going on here in the States regarding spiritual matters.


My heart grieves. It’s a time for examining ourselves to see if we’re in the faith. The Scripture in Matthew 7:21-27 is ever on my mind: “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness.’”


This is followed by a therefore, which always means look to see what it’s there for! Jesus goes on to tell the story of the wise man and the foolish man who build on solid rock or shifting sand, and He explains that only those who hear His words and does them will be like the wise man.


I find myself this week feeling grieved--not only for others that I might “judge” as falling short of obeying Jesus’ teachings, but even more so as I examine my own life. I’m asking Him to show me areas where I have been quick to say, “Lord, Lord,” only to go my own way or to rely on my own understanding. I find myself longing to be in His presence, to know Him more fully, to not only comprehend Scripture, but also to walk in what it teaches.


There is a deep sense that storms are coming, and I want to be ready for the rain and the wind. Oh, God, have mercy on us!


It boils down to relying on what Jesus has done for us at Calvary--nothing more, nothing less. Our own works are filthy rags; only what is done in obedience to Him with the power of His Spirit will stand.


So it’s a time of stripping, or perhaps better called pruning, that is never comfortable but is always productive. I’m calling on His grace and mercy as never before, knowing that there is nothing, nothing, nothing I can do that will ever be enough. “Just as I am, without one plea, but that Thy blood was shed for me”!


So again, please extend patience and grace to me as I process and try to share our experiences! You know it’s not like me to be silent for this many days, but hopefully this will explain it somewhat and let you know how to pray for us. Thank you in advance!


I think the best way to present the trip is to break it up into sections, so I’ll just write this first part and post it, then post more on other aspects as it comes. Maybe this way you won’t feel overwhelmed with too much to read in one sitting!


Our very first regular day trying to get back in the swing of things, we finally also received our IRS approval letter! We knew it was coming eventually, and all the receipts we’d provided were fine because it’s all retroactive, but we were nonetheless relieved to know we had all the paperwork done at last to their satisfaction! It is no small task to fill out all the documents and attachments for a nonprofit, but definitely worth the efforts so that our contributors can receive their tax receipts. I know that some Christian organizations are considering getting away from the 501(c)3 so that they aren’t hindered in speaking the truth about some cultural issues , but for our purposes where we aren’t so much about teaching doctrine as about providing for the orphans, this will work well.

Not that we won’t teach truth--we do and we will! But our calling as an organization isn’t so much about the hot issues of our day. Those we will lovingly teach and confront as individual believers and through Becky Spencer Ministries, which is not a nonprofit.

Oh, I also need to inform you that at the last minute, the final committee at the 700 Club did not approve taping our marriage story. Mindy, the reporter, was extremely disappointed, but the issue is how old a story it is. They would have to use actors to portray us and they felt it was just not a new enough story. The first week of August they will still be doing our son Nathan’s story of freedom from drugs and alcohol, and I’ll be recording a bit with that one, so we’ll see how much of it makes the final cut. We are thrilled that he is being given this opportunity to glorify the freeing power of the blood of Jesus Christ! And the timing on telling our story will come through when it is just right! Hallelujah!


Okay, finally I want to share about the Lord’s protection and favor as we traveled, especially crossing the borders. You already know how He sent our luggage right to our door, which is just unheard of, but there was much more. The borders can be tricky, even if they’re only a nuisance and time-consuming. But since we were bringing in many duplicate items as gifts for the children, there was the strong possibility that we could be stopped and hindered and even taxed heavily under suspicion that we might be wanting to resell the items. We also needed to take food from Swaziland to Mozambique, and each person is actually only allowed $50 to bring across, but we needed to take enough for our entire team as well as rice and beans for the children and villagers.


We had 100 of many items! Soap, wash cloths, crayons, markers, peanuts/raisins, individual 1 kg bags of rice, toothbrushes, toothpaste, toys, and much more. We also had 180 pairs of flip flop sandals that were donated by Soles for Souls. (The other 90 pair we'd given away in Swaziland!) Our car was packed so tightly we really could barely have gotten an additional envelope in! We prayed that God would cause the guards to be bored with us and just move us on through quickly. We were told that the Mozambican side would be the problem because there is so much corruption; everyone is looking for a bribe.


Here’s what happened: there was a heavy fog as we traveled towards Mozambique, and we ended up getting lost, missing our turnoff to the border that we had been told would be most lenient. We went way too far before realizing what had happened, and we were afraid we would be late meeting the team at the airport. But we decided to backtrack so we could go through the right border, trusting the Lord to work out the timing. We got to see some warthogs along the way, which was fun, but still we felt some anxiety about being late.


It put us at the border at EXACTLY the right time, though, because the guard was eating an orange and didn’t even GLANCE in our car! He grabbed our document and waved us through, completely bored with us! It was on the Swazi side where we ended up giving the guard two pairs of flip flops so he would be satisfied to let us through without taking everything out! (That would have taken us an additional two hours since everything was packed in so tightly!)


Every move through every border coming and going was smoother than we could have dreamed, and indeed they seemed bored with us. What could have taken between one or two hours took less than thirty minutes every time! No questions, no trouble, and we got every item to the children as planned and made it to the airport at exactly the right time since the team was dealing with lost luggage. Thank You, Lord, for Your favor as we go about Your business!
Believe me, I’m not one who likes to break rules! But each item was something we truly believed God had put on our hearts for the children, and He made a way for us to do it. Hallelujah!
We’re thankful for safety and grace, and again, thank you for praying.


I’ll share more very soon . . . And I pray you enjoy these little segments that will give you a glimpse of what we experienced!


Much love,
Becky